Was home pretty much all day, did some cleaning and unpacking.
Ashlie then came over and we watched Wildfire and then went to Kelly's for a bit to say hi and then to Pat's and played basketball with Scotty and someone else.
I missed Laguna Beach...I am soo very upset!! I have been waiting ever since the end of the 1st season.
Laugh yOur h e a r t > out,
Dance in the r a i n,
Cherish the m e m O r i e S,
Ignore the p a i n,
Love & Learn,
Forget & Forgive ----
....because remember yOu only have one l i f e to l i v e.
What hurts more? Telling yourself that you have to forget him or knowing that you can't.
remember when .. friends didnt lie to you;
& the worst thing anyone ever called you was a meanie.
remember when ..you were judged on how nice you were;
& how you only wanted to hear "i love you" from your mom?
well now ..friends barely tell you the truth;
girls will call you a ton of things that will make you want to break down &cry
now your judged on how expensive your clothes are
& you`d give up every single time your mom
ever told you how she loved you;;
just to hear him say it just one more time.
it's weird.. yeah, i miss you, but it's so much more than that.. i miss the way my heart stopped at just the sight of you, and that smile. gosh. that smile. the sad part is, your smile isn't the only thing i'm missing. i miss my own too.. the one thats only there when yours is.